RAPED BY THE MULTITUDES

NOW I CALL HIM MY FATHER AND MY DAD BECAUSE I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM HIS NAME IS RICHARD CUNNINGHAM. THIS MAN DID NOT RAPE ME BUT HE WOULD HAVE COMMITTED INCEST WITH ME WHEN HE TRIED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME MORE THAN ONCE. THE FIRST TIME I CAN REMEMBER AT THE MOMENT BECAUSE I CANNOT RECALL ALL THESE KIND OF TIMES AT ONCE I WOULD CATCH FIRE EXPLODE AND SPONTANIOUSLY COMBUST. THE FIRST TIME I WAS IN 9TH GRADE AND HE STOPPED ME FROM PASSING HIM, I GOT UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT LATE TO GET A DRINK OF WATER. HE WAS DRINKING OR HAD BEEN BEFORE HE WENT TO BED, HIS WIFE HAD NOT HAD SEX WITH HIM FOR YEARS HE TOLD ME. WELL RICHARD WAS NOT A RAPIST HAS NEVER RAPED AT ALL EVER, BUT HIS BROTHER ED CUNNINGHAM I SPIT ON HIS GRAVE PATUH HOCK A LOOGEY IN HIS FACE NOW ED CUNNINGHAM PREFERED TO MOLEST MY DAD RICHARD DID NOT LIKE MOLESTING HE JUST HAD  PERVERTED THOUGHTS AND HE LOVED AND MISSED SEX BUT MOSTLY THE STRENGTH AND PASSIONATE CARESSING EMBRACE OF A WOMANS LOVE IS A BIG REASON WHY MEN LIKE MY DAD ARE WEEK AND TURN TO BEING WHOLLY SEXUALLY INNAPROPRIATE. ED CUNNINGHAM MOLESTED AND RAPED BUT HIS WERENT FORCEFUL RAPE HE JUST WAITED TILL YOU WERE ASLEEP OR OFF BALANCE IN LIFE HAHA HEHE HE WANTED ED DID WANT TO SET ME UP IN A LITTLE HOUSE AND COME BY FOR SEX AND SEXUAL FAVORS HAVE FUN DOING FETISH LIKE HONEY IM HOME GAMES, HE WENT SO FAR AS TO ALMOST BUT A HOUSE TAKE ME THERE AND ASKED ME I REFUSED TOLD HIM HE WAS GROSS JUST LIKE WHEN HE WOKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND TOLD ME HE WAS HORNEY. THIS WAS ALL BEFORE THE SEX DRUG VIOLENT CHAIN HOT POKER SCARS DISAPEAR OVER TIME ON MY LEFT HIP POKER HOT SHAPE OF A SKULL ROOMS WITH CEMENT FLOORS AND CHAINS AND WHIPS AND TORTURE TORMENT TOOLS COVERING THE WALLS THE CHAINS HUNG DOWN TO ON THE FLOOR NO MATTRESSES IN THE ONE ROOM IM DESCRIBING. WELL MOVING ON BACK TO ME DADDY=RICHARD CUNNINGHAM HE THOUGHT ME DIRTY SEXY HE WANTED FUCK ME ON COUCH IN LORETTA CUNNINGHAM AND HIS COUCH IN A DUSTY RUN DOWN MOBILE IN INDIFUKINANA. HE SAID AS I WALKED BACK FROM GETTING A TALL GLASS OF WATER THAT HE WANTED ME TO COME OVER AND LAY NEXT TO HIM ME NEVER HAVING OR BEING AROUND A DADDY EXCEPT THE GODMAN @JOHNBLIGH HE FUKIN ROCKS ASS HES SO COOL BUT M MOTHER WAS A LIFESIZED BITCH ASS HOE BAG HOAR CUNT WHO FUCKED FOR FREE EVERYBODY COME IN ONE TWO THREE=MY DAD RICHARD KNEW MY DAD JOHN WASNT AROUND MUCH EITHER AND DIDNT CARE HE SPENT NO MORE TIME ON ME THEN HE DID ON ALL LORETTAS 12 FUKIN SPOILED ASS ROTTEN PUNK ASS KIDS HEY THER FUKING BITCH CUNT FAG ASS CUNT BITCH @LORETTACUNNINGHAM HEY BITCH I STILL LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAY TREAT YOU EXACTLY HOW I HAVE ALWAYS TREATED YOU WITH THE UTMOST RESPECT BUT......... WHAT I SAY NEXT HAS DEFINITELY HURT ME WAY MORE THEN YOU HAVE EVER HURT IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE DONT BE A PUNK ASS CUNT OKAY BITCH=@LORETTACUNNINGHAM YOU ARE A LYING BITCH YOUR A FUCKING PUSSY WHEN YOUR SON BOBBY CUNNINGHAM RAPED ME WHEN I WAS 4 YEARS OLD AND THE BLACK NIGGER NEIGHBOR RAPED ME 2 DAYS LATER YOU HID THEM BOTH WHEN YOU LIED TO ME BRAINWASHED FUKED ME OVER YOU TOLD ME TO SAY MY BIG DADDY LOVE LIKE JOHN BLIGH BROTHER SCOTT CUNNINGHAM RAPED ME AND HE HAD TO BE STRIPPED DOWN NAKED IN FRONT OF POLICE =WE DID NOT SPEAK FOR YEARS UPON YEARS I LOST ALL OF MY DADS RICHARD SIDES OF THE FAMILY BECAUSE OF NOT MY LIE BUT YOURS! DO YOU REMEMBER COMING TO ME WHEN I WAS SOAKED IN BLOOD AT 4 YEARS OLD TELLING ME THAT I HAD STARTED MY FUKIN PERIOD? HUH? HUH? HUH? BITCH CUNT ASS HOE BAG PUSSY FUCK YOU I STILL LOVE AND RESPECT YOU BUT NOT FOR THIS NEXT PART GETS WAY WORSE ESPECIALLY.... YOU MIND FUCKED ME YOU TOLD ME I STARTED MY PERIOD WAY EARLY 4 YRS AND TOLD ME I COULD ALWAYS COME AND TALK TO YOU AT ANY TIME I WAS SCARED BUT I WORKED UP THE COURAGE AFTER 2 OR 3 DAYS WHEN THE BLOOD HAD STOPED LEAKING FROM MY VAGINA YOUR A CUNT BITCH PUSSY IGGER OF ALL NIGGERS SORRY IM JUST ANGRY WANGRY = YOU AFTER HEARING MY FULL TRUTH ABOUT YOUR SON I TOLD YOU TOOK ME QUIETLY UPSTAIRS SAT ME ON YOUR KNEE AND SOUNDED SO CALM THAT GIVES ME THE IMPRESSION THAT YOUR SON BOBBY TOLD YOU WHAT HE HAD DONE BECAUSE HE AND SARAH CUNNINGHAM AND LEVI COON CUNNINGHAM AND KEVIN CUNNINGHAM COON ALL WATCHED IT HAPPENING TO ME. PUBLIC RAPE IS WAY WORSE SHAME. OK ON TO MY MAIN POINT TOPIC LORETTA YOUR EXACT WORDS I REMEMBER AND FEEL THEY GET NO LESS REAL THEN FUKIN NOT YESTERDAY CLOSE THEY ARE LIKE THAT BETRAYAL TREACHORY TREASON TO MY TRUTH MY LIFE MY HEART MY SOUL AND MOSTLY MY RECOVERY MEAN MORE TO ME THEN KEEPING YOUR DIRTY HUGE ASS SECRET LIE=I NEVER FORGOT FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND I NEVER FORGOT THAT YOU TOLD ME THAT BOBBY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO FINISH SCHOOL YOU DIDNT CARE ABOUT MY PROGRESS IN LIFE OR SCHOOL YOU HATED SCOTT CUNNINGHAM SO YOU TOLD ME IN SUCH KIND SWEET MANIPULATIVE WORDS THAT I NEVER EVER FUKIN FELL FOR ILL BET YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD THAT ONE COVERED THOUGHT I FORGOT OR DIDNT NOTICE OR FUKIN CARE ALL THIS SHIT HURT MY LIFE MY WHOLE FAMILY ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENT AND ADULT LIFE AND LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS=WHY DO YOU THINK I ALWAYS SETTLED FOR WAY LESS THEN I DESERVED. LORETTA YOUR A CUNT OKOKOK SHE TOLD ME TELLING ANYBODY WOULD ONLY MAKE THEM BLAME ME SHE TOLD ME THAT MY BIG LOVING BROTHER DID IT SHE TOLD ME THAT I WOULD NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING IF I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HER SON THAT HER SON DESERVED A CHANCE THAT I WOULD BE IN TROUBLE THAT EVERYBODY WOULD HATE ME SHE TOLD ME HER SON BOBBY DID NOT COULD WOULD NEVER WOULD NOT DO THAT I DID NOT FALL FOR HER LIE I COVERED THAT SHIT UP FOR HER BECAUSE SHE MADE ME REGRET MY EXISTANCE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SKIP SOME BAD PARTS HERE IM GETTING ALL WORKED UP AND EMOTIONAL =I DONT LIKE THAT WHEN ITS NEGATIVE EMOTIONS WELLING UP ON INSIDE ME. LORETTA YOU SUCK OKOKOK SHE NEVER TOLD MY DAD ME AND MY DAD ALSO GOT STRIP SEARCHED BUT I NEVER TOLD THE POLICE HER AND I'S DIRTY LITTLE KEPT 31.5 YEAR SECRET=I SUFFERED GREATLY 2 DAYS AFTER 2 DAYS ME STILL 4 YEARS OLD ME AND MY SISTERAROONY VISITED THE NEIGHBORS HOUSE STRAIGHT ACROSS THE STREET AND I WAS WITH SARAH CUNNINGHAM INVITED INTO A DARKLY LIT BACK OF SHIT HOUSE DIRTY MESSY ROOM AND THE BLACK NIGGER GUY TAUNTED ME THEN RAPED ME I DO NOT REMEMBER THE FULL EMOTION OF THAT ONE JUST THE VISION I SEE WHEN I BRING IT UP = I AM NOT IN DENIAL EVERYONE ELSE IS HAHAHEHEHAH NOT ANYFUKINMORE FUK DAT SHIT OKOKOK=NIGGER RAPED ME LIKE GRANDMAS HUSBAND LIKE MANUEL FARIAS LIKE HIS BROTHER TITI OR TRINI FARIAS THEY GO UNDER THEIR BROTHERS ID OR DRIVERS LISCENCE THEIR ILLEGALLY IN THIS COUNTRY EXCEPT ALEHANDRO HE DID NOT RAPE ME TRIED BUT I SCREAMED SO HE FUCKED MY COUSIN INSTEAD SHE USED TO BE A HOAR A LONG TIME AGO NAMED JULIETTE CHESTANG SHES A GREAT AND AWESOME WOMAN I TRIED TO FUCK HER ONCE HEHE NO JOKE OKOK MAYBE YOULL ALL SEE ONE DAY. = OKOKOK ALSO TRACY CRIPPEN MARCUS BUSER WAYNE WTFEVA NAMED LAST HE NASTY MAKE ME SUCKY HIS OLD WRINKLEY FAMUNDAH CHEESE LIMP ASS DICK HE SAY I THOUGHT YOU'D BE BETTER THAN THAT! HE KNOW HEHE HE HAHA KNOW I GAVE HIM GREATEST BLOWEY JOBEY OF ALL HIS LIFE BETTER THAN HIS WIFEY AT THE TIME BUT WAYNE ME AT 13.5 WANTED EY ME TO KEEP GOING GIVE HIM MORE HE HAD ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION MARCUS GAVE HIM DRUG SHOTS IN HIS COCK VEIN IN FRONT OF MY 13 NOT 14 HE ALSO A COUPLE DAYS LATER AT THE RANCH IN OROVILLE AT THE SEX DRUG TRAFFICKING COMPOUND ACROSS FROM WYNDOTTE LAKE RAPED ME SAAGELY VIOLENTLY WITH MARCUS BUSER HELPING HOLD ME DOWN I WAS A FIGHTING MAD ASS TIGER= I BLACKED THAT OUT IT WAS THE WORST BUT I WOULD HAVE BIT HIS DICK OFF HE SAW FIERCE ANGER DON'T EVEN FUCKING DARE TOUCH ME AGAIN IN MY EYES BUT HE SCARED ME WITH LIFE SIZED SHOTGUN AND CAMERAS SAYING HED SHOOT ME OR BLACKMAIL ME IF I EVER TOLD SUBLIMINALLY HE FUKED ME UP ROYALLY