MOM & TRACY KNOWLEDGE OF ALL EVIL&RIGHT

HOLLY KNOWLES KNEW I WAS MOLESTED BY TRACY, NOW SHE THOUGHT I DID NOT REMEMBER SO SHE FILLED IN MY HERS & MY SIBLINGS LYFES WITH SHIT FOR LYING ASS STORIES. SHE HOLLY KNOWLES KNEW I WAS MOLESTED MAYBE RAPED I TOLD HER WHEN I WAS 9YEARS OLD KIND OF IN A SCARED OF HER SHIT FOR BRAINS STUPID SELFISH BLACK EVILE HEART INSIDE HER=I TOLD HER THAT I ASKED HER HEARS WGAT I SAID I SAID "MOM DO YOU ENJOY OR LIKE IT AT ALL WHEN THAT MAN TOUCHES YOU DOWN THERE?" HUH? SHE SAID HUM... KEPT TAKING HER SHOT💉👌SHE WAS MEAN SURKY SNARKY ANGRY VENOMOUS STRANGE WEIRD MEAN AS SHIT=I FUCKIN HATED HER FUCKING GUTS=YOU KNOWHAT?I STILL USED TO ALWAYS AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN SND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND SGAIN AND AGAIN=FORGIVE 7×70=U2STUPID=GOD NEVER SAIDATSHITIS STUPID=KILLSPEOPLE=SUICIDE=MYMOM KNEW I WAS BEING RAPED BEATEN MOLESTED PEOPLE WERE TRYING & GOING TO KILL SLEY MURDER SAVAGLY BEAT & MURDER=TAKE MY ASS THE FICK OUT OF LYFES SHES NO MORE YO FUESTY & SASSY=NOW WE CAN ALL FUKIN RAPE DAH BITCH

GODS ANGELS OF APOCOLIPTIC BEINGS LIFE RESOURCE REPORT

ERIC HERERA AND CHARLIE PUCKETT FUCKING RAPED ME2. IWAS SO SORE I SLIPPED OFF THE BED AND SLIPPED IN MY UNDIES BUTWHEN HE RAPED ME THEN WHEN I BEGAN TO RELAX AND JUST TAKE RAPE AS A CONSEQUENCE FOR BEING UNEQUALLY FEMALE GOD WOMAN

ANGELS IN THE OUTFIELD

IF YOU WATCH IT LEARN TO PRAY LIKE WITH ME WE ALL GO TO HEAVENEY NOT HOLLY KNOWLES FUKHERUPIWANT2ME2ME3FUKYESTHATSOWAYME2MOVEMENT

ANGELS IN THE NIGHT

ARCHANGELS FALL DOWN FROM HEAVEN EACH EVERY TIME WE LIE TO SELF AND OTHERS FOR ANY OTHER REASON THEN TO SAVE THEM FROM THE COLD HARD TRUTH HEART FELT FACTS. GOD AND ALL ANGELS SAY GET EVEN WITH SATAN WHOOP SOME DEMONZ ASS. GOD SAY LOVE ME LIKE LOVE SELF IS A BULLSHIT NOT THEORY. GLASS AND EMERLD EYES TELL NO HARD COLD HEART MOM LIES. MOM MOTHERFUCKER SHES UGLY INSIDE HEARTS VEST. GOD SAY HE WEARS A GOLDEN GOD GODLY VEST=HES INVESTED IN ALL US & THE ONLY THING SATAN HAS EVER INVESTED IN WAS YOUR SOUL DYING IN THE FIREY GOD FIREPLACE BRIMSTONE COME FROM GODS PINKY.=GOD IS ALL THE GREEK GOD S GOD PLAYS CHARADES HE PLAYS ALL GAMES EXCEPT FORGET NAME GAMES BLAME GOD NO KNOW NOT GOD ELOQUIM ADONAI. GOLDEN DIAMOND EYES AND DICE . GOD LET ME FLY ON ARCHANGELS WINGS OVER NIGHT DARKTIME SJIES OVER AND ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL ORGASMS CUM LADEY CUM HERE SIT ON MY FACE=GOD SAY REST EASY BY MY STREAMS OF GOLDEN FROZEN GLASS GOD SAY ROBIN HATH MORE VIOLENT VENEMOUSE ITTY BITTY LITTLY TITTY MOUSE SHE SAY THAT ROBINZEY NOT IN BIG JAIL HOUSE PRISONEE ELVIS IS STILL ALIVE WELL AFTER FACT LOOK UP WHAT ROBIN SAY HE SAID FUNNY OR NOT YOU THIN K AKK ABOUT THAT? NOW READ IT BACK BAK BAUCH TO ME ONE TWO TIMES RED GREEN RED CH SHIT CHANGE THE STOP LIGHTS TO RED BLUE WHIT E ID QUIT RUNNING REDS NEVER BUT FUK YES ON A YELLOW RED IS ONLY GOD GOOD GOD GODLY SUGGESTION POWER PRAYTODAY BYE WRITE ROBBY BABY ROBIN AND ROBBY MY FRIEND DIED TOO MANY PILLS CHECK THE TOXICOLOGY REPORTS IN ROBIN WILLIAMS AND ROBBY AND TINE HOLLYSHITFUK FOR BRAINZ=ROBIN SAY BYE BYE BABY BIRDIES ID FEED YOU ALLLIKE THE BIRD LACY HELPED SAVE FOR THREE DAYS THEN GOD SAY TO TELL ME HE TOOK THAT LITTLE BOY BIRD MAVERICK HOME TWO DAYS BEFORE WHY HE WASNT ACTING SAME =ARCHANGELS ALLIANCE=FUKYAEHYASSGODBODBADASSGODJUGGERNAUGHTROBINWINKPICHOTSEXYNOTNOTNAUGHTYROBINAHOTHOTTY

GOD GIVES & TAKES THE FUCK AWAY

GOD GIVES THOSE WHO KNOW HIM. GOD TAKES FROM THOSE WHO NO KNOW KNOWN HIM. GOD WILL BLESS WHERE HE PLEASES, HIS WILL IS SUPREME, WHAT GOD WANTS GOD GETS, WHERE THERES A WILL OF GOD THERES A WAY. GOD GIVES SECOND AND THIRD AND INFINATE CHANCES, TO REDO OD STUFF AND MAKE OLD NEW STUFF. GOD TAKES SHIT THAT DISPLEASES HIM RIGHT THE FUCK AWAY IF YOU DONT DESERVE IT, ITS NOT ALWAYS YOUR FAULT WHEN SHIT GOES WRONG BUT IF YOU SEND YOUR DAUGHTER OFF TO PRISON FOR LIFE I THINK THOSE THEY DESERVE TO BE RAPED INSTEAD OF FEEL ME? SO GODS WILL IS IRON ON FIRE TESTING PEOPLES INNER DEMONIC LEVELS. GOD SAY THIRST NO MORE DRINK ME LOVE LOVELY LOVE CUP. GOD SAYS WASH YOUR FEET AND HOLY CEREMONY AT DOOR OF MY CHURCH LAYER YOUR ROCLY ROAD BACKPACK ICESCREAM AT THE OUTSIDE OF THE DOOR WORRY IN MY HOUSE NOT DISGRACE SHIT CUSS IN CHURCH IF THE CHANCE SITUATION CALLS FOR. GOD AND ARCHY BUNKER ROBIN WILLIAMS ARCHANGEL IS LAUGHING BLOWING BUBBLEZWITH GODS COCKSPIT SAYS TO HELPMEOUTFROMFEELINGUNCOMFORTABLEWITHTHISNEXTBITHESAYTELLALLYOUHESHEARTOSTAYEACHEVEREVERYDAYILOVEYOUALLMYYALLFALLPOWELZPALZAROONYLACYADDEDTHATLASTPART&HEJUSTWINKEDATMEHEXSOHANDSOMEIWANTEDTOFUCKHIMSILLYWHENISEENHESWASGETTINGOLDANDGREYANDFUCKINGETTINGALZHEIMERSROBINSAYPRINCESSDIANNAISUGLYGODSATANICASSAY=FUKUOKAY

KNOW NO PEACE NO KNOW PEACE

KNOW GOD KNOW KNOW PEACE
NO GOD NO PEACE
KNOW KNOWN GOD KNOW KNOWN ALL KNOWN PEACE
KNOW NO GOD KNOW NO PEACE
KNOW NO GOD PEACE NO PEACE SEE GOD NO PEACE
KNOW NO UNKNOWN GOD GIVE NO PEACE KNOW NO PEACE
NO KNOWN PEACE=NOKNOWN PEACE
YES NO KNOWN PEACE=NO GET NO PEACE

GOD SAVE ME NO KNOW NOT YES SO?

GOD SAVE ME YES
GOD GRANT ME PEACE YES KNOW

GOD SAVE SELF

FOR GOD SO LOVED ONLY AMERIKA THAT HE GAVE EACH AND EVERY LAST FIRST BEGINNING BREATH. GOD MY PRAYERS FROM CHILDHOOD WERE AND ARE GOD I WANT NO NEED AND WOULD BE A GREAT WIFE WHEN WILL IT EVER BE MY TURN? HUH? GOD ARE YOU LISTENING? WHATS YOUR POINT? GOD USES DRUGS! GOD HELP ME GET AND BE SOBER WHEN NECESSARY THEN LET HELP ME MORE AND MY ALL MY FRIENDS IVE EVER MET AND PEOPLE IVE WALKED PAST ON THE STREET GOD  SAVE ME

GOD SAY PRAY KEEP THE SHIT DOCTOR AWAY

GOD SAVE ME FROM INDIFFERENCE AND ALL DIFFICULT DOUBT IN DOUBTING YOU I DOUBT ME. GOD SAVE MY SOUL FROM TORMENTING TORTURE, DONT LET ME GO WITHOUT AND IF I DO GO WITHOUT HELP ME KEEP EYES ON GOD DOOR HEAVEN OR AND HELL GOAL PRIZE. GOD SAVE ME MY YOUR SOUL AND HEAL MY WHOLE HEART I WANT TO LIVE TO 100 BUT IF MY LOVEY LOGAN DIES WILL YOU PLEASE TAKE ME THAT VERY HOUR AND DAY ROMEO AND JULIETTE STYLE INSTEAD OF THREE TO SIX MONTHS AHEAD. GOD SEND A CHARRIOTT OF FIRE AND BRIMSTONE ON MY BABYS ABORTED SAD AS FUKIN DELIVERY. I WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN  GOD HEAL MY THOUGHTS BAD ACTIONS AND MOST OF COURSE MY WILL AND EMOTICONSNOTCONS. GOD BE MY SALVATION. GOD LOVE ME SHOW ME WHERE YOUVE BEEN IN MY LIFE ANGELS GIVE ME SHOW ME IS LESS DISRESPECTFUL, ANGELS SHOW ME WHERE YOUVE BEEN AND WHAT YOUVE SAID HOW YOU HAVE SAVED ME FROM SELF BAIN WORST NEMESIS ENEMY POTATOE. GOD AVE ME FROM SELF YOUR ULTIMATE ENEMY=NEMESIS=GOD IS ALLAH THAT I LOVE I TELL GOD SHIT LIKE YOU FLOAT SHIPS ON OCEANS ROOT BEER FLOAT. GOD YOU SUK REAL GOOD=GOD SAVE ME FROM SELF ADDICTED ADDICT PERSONFUKINALITY=IF I SIN TOMORROW IM SOWWY WOWWY PLEASE 4GIVE ME OF ALL PAST SINS I REMEMBER AND DONT IF I CANT REMEMBER A SIN PLEASE SHOW ME BE HARD ON ME I LIKE AND NEED IT FOR INDEPENDANCE FAITH BULID TRUTH LOVE GREATNESS ABOVE BEYOND ALL INDENDANTLY INDEPENDANCE DAY=ALLAHLOVEGODGODLOVESELFALLSELFES=GOD COME AND HEAL MY PAIN AND MY WOMB FROM DYING TOO SOON MENA WOMANAPAUSE OR CSECTINS=GOD HEAL MY WOMB TAKE MY BABY HOME SOON VROOM VROOM IN A GLASS HEARTS PINK N WHITE N RECD FIREY CHARRIOTTE=GOD TAKE MY PAIN FROM MY BABY SO THEY FEEL HURT NOT

SHIT EATERZ =EAT A DICK GOD DICK

GODSAY PERFECT TIMING IS FAR MORE OUTREACHING TODAY THEN HAS EVER BEEN BEFORE, GOD IS ALL THE WAY BACK WAIT 4 IT HEAR IT SAYS HE NEVER LEFT GODSAY PINCH POKE NOSIES IN HEAVEN AND WAY BETTER SEX AND FOOD TASTES BETTER AND SUMTIMES WE LOSE SIGHT AND FOOD=GODSAY =BRB BURP SMOOTHLY SMOOTHY FANA JANA BANANA HAMMOCK COK GOD ROK=GOD DOES IS OF FROM CREATED CREATOR OF CRACK IS FUN N FUNNY OVIE GOD LOOK LOVES=LATERMAYBENOTYES

SCOTTY AND JOEY WEST USED AND ABUSED THE FUCK OUT OF ME THEY TRADED ME OFF AT 14 YEARS OLD HOOKER NOT IN YES IN SPARKS RAPEY RENO BABY CASINO FUK YASS

WE ARE ALL FIBERS ON GODS SWEATERVEST JACKET GOD DOES TAKE AND GIVE EVERYTHING NOT NOTHING AWAY. NATIONALLY UNIVERSELY TELEVISE US TORCHERING PRISONERS  BADLY SHOW GREUSOME FAKE BANDAGED UN BANDAGED WOUNDS AND UGLIEST SCARS=EQUAL ITY =EQUALITY=EQUALRIGHTS=CUMONGODSWEATER VEST NOW! WHAT DID I JUST=REREADATSHITPLAYLIFEBACKWARDZASKGODSAYWHATBITCH=WATCHTHATBITCHGODANSWER BACK=BRB UP NEXTSHIT TACO

RHONDA CUNNINGHAM CAROLINE ROSE ROSS I SAW THEM SAME

MOM=HOLLY I BUILT & HAND CRAFTED IN WOOD SHOP THERAPY 4ME2 CLASS AND GUNS NEED ROSES=RHONDA SOLD ME2 RAPIST JUDGES GOOD BIBLE BOOK =ONLYME2LACYFUKINDEE=HEAR GOES NOTHING S EVERYTHINGZ =RHONDA SOLD ME2 ED SHEERHAN I DONTHINK THAT HIS LAST NAME=ISHIYFUK=TERRY FEMALE WAYNE MARCUS+TRACRAPISTS=SOLD ME AND MY SEXY WEXY FINE ASS TO DRUG FREE TAKE FROM ME2 ALL LIFE BEEN A CRUEL SUMMER AND WINTER NIGHTIME FALL ALL THESE SHIT FUKIN WEATHER SYSTEMS CHANGE TODAY WIND AT AN ALL TIME ALONE STILL STANDBYTIMETEATIME =YASSFUKED BERITEBACK

COACH MR SOCCOR COUSINS WOULD HAVE RAPED ME GIVEN ME THE CHANCES CHANCE QUESTION ALL HIS

PAST ROOMATES AND GIRLS HE DATED WATCH DATE RAPE CAREY MR COUSINS LOOK AT ME N MY ASS CUNT BUTTOX AND SAY DIRTY NASTY UGLY MEEN PERVERTED HANDS TAKE A PICTURE SEE DNA STRANDS FUKHIM UP COUSINS

MY MOM HAD HER CHOW PUPPIES SHOT TO THE DEATH IS MY KIND HONORABLE&HORRIBLYVENERABLE D E A T H

I WAS BEING WALKED AROUND RENO ALL OVER BEING MARKETED WITH MY SEXY HOT GOD NO MORROW YES OH GOD=I WAS RAPED & BEATEN & THEN I WENT & STAYED HONORABLY & VERY VENERABLLY=GOD SUKSFUKHIM=HESOKAYWIT HTHATHATBACKWARDZGRABELTGOWOOWHOLIKEACOWBOYBUTTSHAKINRAKINFINGERNAILSASKEXESTHATSHITIAMGOD

RHONDA % ED CUNNINGHAM BOTH MOLESTED ME2

BUT NOT RHONDHA JUST A SHIT LOAD OF HER GUY FRIENDZ=DUSTINPRICE=IFUKINLOVEYOU&YEAHIWOULDHAVEFUKEDYOUTWOBOTHOFYOU&TIFFANY=UTELLBABY=HENORAPEYRAPEYFROMANGODAMN B A B Y IEZJEEZE!=FUKY+ASS

GOD IS ALWAYS HAS BEEN IN COMPLETE ABSOLUTE CHARGE OF ABSOLITELY COMPLETELY EVERYFUKINTHING

WE ARE NOT BY, OF, BY, FROM, TO, WITH, FOR ALL HARD DRIVEN SLAVES IS ALL OF US ISA NOTSASOMUCHO HARD WIRED STRONGMAN BOND BONDED =@LOGANPAUL ASYOUNG HOTBODROCOWITHGODAMNGODCOCK=LOGAN PAUL MR MACGUYVER MURDER HE WROTE SHE FOR ONLY SELF AND NOT OF BY WITH SELD GODAMN IT! IMAH LIFESIZED C U N T A R O O N Y THEY GONNA KICK ME OFF N JACK MY STUFF IN MY ACUNT BITCH=CYASS=YESUPTHEASSIWASRAPEREDARONIROONEY@GEORGECLOONYSFACEASSFUKIDOTHATRIGHTRIGHTEOUSLYREARRANGE@THEGUILTRIPREELMOTHERSUK=FUSTFU=JUSTHAT===PKANXJSHBGXUSYGXOSJXSBSO;666KKK666KKKILLUMINFUKUFROME2MOVEMEWNTURBIOWELZVOWELZ=FUKUP

MY MOM IS A RAPER'S RAPEST=@HOLLYKNOWLES

MY MOM SENT ME INTO HELL ON SATAN'S AND GOD'S WET PUSSY WATER POOLME2 ME3 FOOL YOU NOT ME MAYBE  NO IS NOT YES =EXACTLYFUCKYOU!

RELATIONSHIPS & STUFF A BUNCH OF

Relationship's stink when your being controlled and/or when your doing the controlling, i've had and been in both. neither suited me, i cannot do today's type kind of shit ass backwards relationships. GOD SAY EQUALITY IN THE GENDERS RACES COLORS DENOMINATIONS BRINGS EQUALITY EVERYWHERE DAHAHUH! OKOKOK SERIOUSLY GOD SAY'S THAT IF WE LOVE OUR HUSBAND AND WIFE AS SELF WE WILL NOT DO STUPID STUFF LIKE LOSE THEIR LOVE AND WELL NEVER GET DIVORCED. SO MANY OF US LIVE IN LOVELESS LOVE LACKLUSTER COLD FISH NO SEX HAVING RELATIONSHIPS=BECAUSE WE SO CHOOSE TO=GOD DID NOT SAY WE COULDNT DIVORCE=GOD DOES NOT ORDAIN LOVELESS MARRIAGES=ASK YOURSELF THOSE TOUGH ASS QUESTIONS TODAY=DONT LEAVE NOTHING OUT=YES YOULL BE SAD AND CRY FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT THEN YOULL GET OVER THAT PUSSY ASS SHIT AND BE AS STRONG AS I AM=GOD DOES NOT ORDAIN NEGATIVE BACKTALKING BACKBITING LACK OF GOOD POSITIVE VIBES FEELING SAD OR MAD OR HATING ALL THE TIME=TO MANY PEOPLE LIVE SAD INSIDE HAPPY OUTSIDE OR OTHER WAY AROUND MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS THAT ARE OF CONTROL=GOD HATES THIS SHIT=CHANGE OF SUBJECTY TOPIC=THATSHOT= HOT HAHA =GODSAY=HES CRUEL ONLY WHEN WERE STUPID= WHEN WE ASK AND PRAY SILENTLY OR ALOUD WE NEED TO ASK AND PRAY AND SEEK AND TO EXPECT FULL HEARTEDLY= WHEN WE ASK FOR STUFF AND SHIT LIKE GODS PUNK ASS FULL WILL=IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS? WELL STOP THAT IT'S NOT! YOURS IS! HAHACDATSHIT IM ANGRY SO I BEING MEAN TO YOU TO= THIS WORLD HAS BEEN MEAN TO ME FOR NO REASON AND I KEPT SHOVING IT BACK=NOW IM SHOWING AND TEACHING THIS SHIT FOR A SHIT CRAP ASS PUNK ASS TRAILER GOD GAVE ME AND IM ASKING FOR WAY MUCH MORE= I WANT TO GET THE FUCK UP AND OUT OF THIS SHIT FOR BRAINS LIFE=LOVE IS WHAT IM AFTER=BUT ALL I GET IN RETURN IS MEN GETTIN BUSY ON THE MESENGER PHONE GETTING BINDY AND REBUKEY ON THEMD UMB ASS FOREIGN SELVES=THEN THEY SAY STUPID ASS HORNY HORN TOAD DOG SHIT=GOD SAY IF WE PRAY FOR GODS PERFECT WILL AND HIS ULTIMATE PERFECT WILL AND DESIGN THEN WE NEED TO STOP BEING SELFISH=DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHOS SELFISH AND WHOS NOT I AM NOT ALL OF YOU ARE=WHAT WE ALL TELL OURSELVES I AM GUILTY OF THIS WAY MORE THAN ALL OF YOU'S= A CHURCH IS NOT PROPER OR RESPECTABLE OR HONORABLE OR ANYTHING GOOD AT ALL UNLESS IT HAS MINISTRY OUTREACHES=IT SHOULD HAVE A FOOD BANK TO FEED THE POOR IN THE CHURCH FOR FREE AND IT SHOULD FEED THE HOMELESS=I HAVE WAY AND GOD AND JESUS CHRIST SUPERMESTAR HAS WAY MORE ON OUTREACHES NECESSARY BUT I JUST CAME ACROSS A GREAT POINT GOD BROUGHT UP TO ME!=WHEN WE ACT LIKE EXACTLY LIKE PONTIUS PILOT BY SAYING AND BELIEVING STUPID SHIT LIKE OH WE CANT SELL GOD BOOKS AND CHRISTIAN SINGING TAPES AT CHURCH WE KILL JESUS AND HIS DREAM EACH EVERY TIME THAT IS NOT ABSOLUTELY NOT AN EXAGGERATION=GOD SAY MONEY CHANGING HANDS IS NOT EVIL ITS ALL IN THE HEARTS HARD EARNED AND DIFFICULT DESERVED MONEY WHICH IS REAL WEALTH OF THIS WORLD GODS GREENBACKS=WORDS OF WISDOM AND POWER WORDS ARE LIFE NOT ONLY IN THE TONGUE EVERYWHERE WORDS ARE WRITTEN SUNG HEARD BY SPEAKING YES THOSE ARE WORDS=WORDS HAVE THE POWER TO INSPIRE AND TO QUELCH KILL DESIRE=HAVE CHRIST PASSION HAVE CHRIST LOVE DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES AT CHURCH WHEN SINGING QUIT BEING ASHAMED OF ME THAT COCK CROWED THRICE NOT ONLY FOR MY MEN IN BIBLE LAND DAYS BUT FOR ALL OF YOU DOWN HERE=WHEN YOU READ YOUR BIBLE ASK FOR FULL TRUTH FROM GOD ELOQUIM ELOHIM ADONAI ABBA ALLAH AND ALL OUR FATHERS=GOD DOES NOT HATE OR RACE HATE OR PICK AND CHOOSE WHO HE LOVES GET THAT HATE HATING TO HATE SHIT IS NASTY OUT OF ALL YOUR EVIL HEARTS THEN I CAN FINALLY COME BACK AGAIN=YOU STARTING TO SEE THE BIG PICTURE WHY GOD HAS NOT COME BACK YET? WELL STOP THAT SHIT! GOD IS BACK IN THE BUSINESS TOWN BUILDING =GOD IS BACK AND HE=GOD IS RIGHTEOUSLY PISSE=MOST GODS PISSED THE FUCK OFF AT IS US LETTING PEOPLE GO HUNGRY AND STARVE TO DEATH A VERY SLOW DEATH IT IS IT TAKES A COUPLE OF MONTHS=I KNOW THIS FOR FACT BECAUSE IVE FASTED FOR 30+ DAYS ON WATER AND SOMETIMES FRUIT CLEAR ONLY JUICE=GOD SAY IT TAKES LONGER THEN MONTHS AND I AGREE =BECAUSE ME I WANTED TO DIE SO BADLY THAT I LOST ALL TASTE FOR ALL FOOD HAD LOST ITS FLAVOR SALT TASTED LIKE NOTHING IT LOST ITS VALUE ITS STING NOTHING TASTED GOOD MORE ON THAT LATER I JUST DONT FUKIN FEEL LIKE FEELIN SAD AND GOD SAYS I DONT HAVE TO=OLD PEOPLE IN CARE HOMES GET FORCED FED ITS AWFUL JUST LIKE CHICKNS AND GEESE AT EVIL OVERFEEDING FACTORIES THAT DIE AND TWITCH FROM FORCE FEEDING=OLD REST CARE HOMES NEED A DIFFERENT NAME CARE REST IS EVIL ASS DENIAL B U L L S H I T=CARE AND REST ARE NOT THERE AT ALL WERE EVIL SATANICS HEARTS SHIT ON CHRIST SUPPER AT LAST HOLY DINING DINNER=CARE AND REST DO NOT HAPPEN THERE THOSE OLD PEOPLE DONT SHOULD NOT HAVE TO GET OUT OF BED AT 4 FUKIN AM THEN DOWN TO SHIT IN ON THEMSELVES GET RASHES AND BED SORES BIG ENOUGH TO STICK YOUR FIST INSIDE SEE BONES WITH ROTTEN PUTRID SMELLY FLESH AROUND COXIC BONES STICKING OUT WHERE PRESSURE IS FELT=CARE AND REST HOMES THE NURSES LEAVE MOST ALL NURSES NEED TO BE MOTHERFUCKING DRUG TESTED EVERYFUKINDAY=RESIDENTS GO IN HAVE PAIN EVERY DAY NURSES ARE SAD MAD DEPRESSED BUT NOT SO MUCH WHEN THEY TAKE RESIDENTS MORPHINE AND PAIN PATCHES ITS NATIONAL KEEP EYE ON AND SEARCH A NURSES CAR FOR DRUGS AND PILLS AND PATCHES AND DILDOS DAYS EVERY FUCKIN DAY FOR LIFE=SEE CARE AND REST RIP EASY PEASY C ME NO YOU DONT WELL GO ASK THE RESIDENTS ! OH WAIT YOU CANT BECAUSE THE THOSE NURSES GIVE THEM TYLENOL OR IB IBMOTHERFUKIN PROFIN AND SAY HERE TAKE YOUR PAIN PILL LAND THEY TAKE THE BETTER DRUG THEMSELVES CHECK THEM FOR NIACIN DO FULL DRUGEE TEST=CARE ABOUT FOR BY WITH YOUR PARENT AND GRANDPARENTS DAY NATIONALLY= TAKE KEEP BE OUR PRIDE BE BACK=BRING HONOR GLORY TRUTH GREATNESS BACK INTO OUR COUNTRY DONT SHY AWAY FROM PAIN GRIEF STRIFE ASK THOSE HARD TOUGH QUESTIONSAROONY IN LIFE! DONT BE LIFE SIZED PUSSIES=BE TRUE TO SELF=BE TRUE FOR OTHERS=LOVE GOD AS OTHERS=LOVE NEIGHBOR AS SLEF MEANT LOVE EVERYBODY NEIGHBOR MEANS WHOS NEXT TO YOU WETHER RIGHT NEXT TO YOU AND US OR FAR AWAY=FEED THE NATIONS OR TEACH THEM HOW TO FEED SELVES=A EQUALATATIVE MORE UNIFIED SELF GIVING LOVING AND RECEIVENG SYSTEM WITHOUT CLASS RECOGOGNITION OR DELEEGATION =LOVE LIKE ME AND GODS JESUS FREELY GIVE AND FREELY RECEIVE=DONT BE ASHAMED TO ASK=IM GOING TO HAVE TO ASK FOR FOOD AND DOG FOOD AGAIN BECAUSE MY CHURCH DIDNT CARE TO ASK HOW MUCH I NEEDED SO IM GOING TO AGREE TOCHOOSE TO NOT LOVE AND OR RESPECT SELF AS MUCH AND BEG FOR FOOD FROM WALMART EVERYDAMN DAY OR JUST STARVE AND LET GOD GET MORE MAD=NOTHING I JUST SAID MATTERS MAYBE NOT AT ALL EXCEPT IVE BEEN HUNGRY MOST MY LIFE MALNUTRITIONED MALNURISHED =SKINNYY PEOPLE DONT ALL LIKE THAT SHIT NATIONAL CARE FOR A SKINNY HOMELESS ASS BUM BEGGER DAY =FUCK YOU ALL FOR NOT CARING ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO FEED ME AND PEOPLE LIKE ME AND I RESENT YOU FOR THAT NOT GOD=WE ARE GODS MIRACLESWHEN WE ARE NOT GODS HANDS AND FINGERS TOES AND FEET WE PUT GOD IN AN UNHOLY  SHIT ASS METAL BOX WHERE THERE'S NO ROOM TO BREATH WORK OR MOVE =WHY GOD COULDNT COME BACK AND HAND OUT BLESSINGS AND MIRACULOUS MIRACLES MIRACULOUSLY WITH THE GIVING AND MORE RECEIVING ALWAYS AND NOT ENOUGH GOOD CLEAN FUN SPIRIT OF GIVING=WHEN WE LEARN TO GIVE WE FEEL MMORE FREE THEN WE HAVE EVER FLET OR THOUGHT COULD HAVE FELT TO FEEL REAL OH SO REAL IS ONLY ONE GOD IS HAPPIER THEN EVER HE LOVES THE SHITFUCK OUT OF THIS TRUTHY REVEALY NOT BULLSHIT LIES HES HAVING SO SOSOSO MUCH FUN NOW=GOD

We Do Not Own Each Other

EVEN WHEN MARRIED WE DO NOT CAN COULD NOT OWN ANOTHER HUMAN BEING, MARRIAGE IS NOT A PINK ITS NOT OWNERSHIP RIGHTS. AND I KNOW IM SKIPPING ABOUT A WEE BIT HAHA HEHE WE DO NOT HAVE ANY MOTHERFUCKING SAY AS TO WEATHER OR NOT SOMEONE ELSE DOES OR DOESNT DO SOMETHING. IF WE MEET SOMEONE WE HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THEM IF WE HAVE NEVER MET SOMEONE THEN WE DEFINITLY DO NOT HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER THEM OR ANY SAY AS TO WHAT THEY DO OR DO NOT DO! SURE WE CAN GET OR BE MAD OVER STUPID SHIT BUT ITS REALLY ALL A CHOICE AND THATS WHAT GOD SAY THIS SHIT DOESNT HAVE TO BE SHIT LIFE IS RALLY ALL SUPPOSED TO BE ALL ABOUT. WAIT4IT! IM EATIN OK IM DONE IT WAS SHIT BUT GOOD SHIT =NASTYGOODASCAN BEM ,IMTIREDCYASCYAHMKSENFUIAWHFUO9

I AM

I AM HARD TO PLEASE AND I AM NOT AT ALL HARD TO PLEASE. I ACCEPT ALL GOOD THINGS AND THROW OUT THE BAD ONLY AFTER I EXTRAPOLATE GAUGE FIGURE AND FIND OUT EVERYTHING THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT IT AND ME WITH IT AND WITHOUT IT=THAT BAD THING CAN NOT HURT ME UNLESS I SO CHOOSE=GOWHAT CAN AND CANNOT HURT IS MORE OF A CHOICE THEN WE THINK OR IMAGINE. NOW IM GOING TO TRY AND NOT CONFUSE OR BLUR THE LINES FOR A BIT AND WRITE ONLY ABOUT ME AND NOT LIFE AND THE WORLD =FUK THAT SHIT WATCH THIS. I LOVE PRESENTS ANY AND ALL GIFTS=PRESENTS=EVERYTHING EVEN TIES=I WOULD WEAR AN UGLY ASS TIE ONCE LET THE PERSON WHO BOUGHT IT SEE ME WEARING IT AND I WOULD RAVE ABOUT WHAT A GOOD GIFT IT WAS AND STILL IS=BUT THEN I WOULD GIVE AND OR FIND A VERY SPECIAL SOME ONE WHO NEEDED A TIE THE MOST=THEN IF I COULD OR DID NOT FIND THIS SOMEONE THEN WOULD THROW IT AWAY= A MUCH BETTER WAY IS TO HAVE A FREE ALL FREE CLOTHING EXCESS OLD OUT OVER WORN AND SET UP HOMELESS AND BUM SHOPS FOR ALL FREE=CLOTHE THE UN-CLOTHED. OK THAT GOES FOR ALL GIFTS=NOW ONTO BIGGERSMALLER FISH TO FRY. I LOVE TALKIN SHIT=MADSHIT=BUT ONLY IN PUBLIC WHERE SOMEONE CAN FUCKIN HEAR THAT SHIT OR USUALLY TO THE PERSON THEMSELVES=FOR SELF EDIFICATION AND MY SELF SATISFACTION=IT EDIFIES BOTH PARTIES=TRUTH MAKES US SCARED OF FAILURE AND ANOMOSITY=BUT TRUTH FULL TRUTH SAYS THATS BULLSHIT=THAT IT HURTS PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE MORE IF WE DO NOT SAY SHIT =LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SOUND STUPID AS SHIT!=BECAUSE ITS TRUE TRUTH THEN ASK THAT PERSON TO PICK OUT YOUR FLAW OR YOUR DEEPEST FEAR THAT THEY SEE= BC EVERYBODY BUT ME SEE DAT SHIT=GO AHEAD AND TEST NAY CHALLENGE YES BOTH OF THOSE DO THT TODAY=MAKE A MUCH STRONGER MORE VENEMOUS HUMAN RACE=HEAL ALL OF HUMANITY BY TELLING GIVING AND YES RECEIVING INSULTS AND COMPLIMENTS SUCK THE SECOND ONE NOT THE FIRST=BOTH ARE STRENGTHENING =IF WE KNOW OUR DOWNFALLS AND ALL OUR FAULTS=WE ARE ALL TERMINATORS THEN WELL NEVER HURT IN THE FACE OF ANY AND ALL ANOMOSITY SPOKEN BREATHED UNDER OVER BREATH=WE WILL BE IN HEAVEN OF HEAVENS=SEVENTH HEAVEN IS WHERE GOD RESIDES ABOVE THE THIRD HEAVEN EVERYTHING DOWN HERE LIKE SOFAS COKACOLA DOGS CATS PEOPLE=EVERYTHING MATERIAL AND NOT CAME STRAIGHT FROM THIRD AND FIRST HEAVEN=WEVE STILL NOT SEEN EVERYTHING THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER=THE SEVENTH HEAVEN IS A HEAVY LADEN HEAVEN FULL TO THE BRIM TOP WITH TOYS AND GADGETS WAITING TO BE MADE GALOR=GOD HAS NOT EVEN BEGUN AND WERE WE WERE ALL ABOUT TO JUST GIVE UP=GOD IS TIRED OF ALL US KILLING OFF DYING OFF SELF FOR SELF SATISFACTORY PURPOSES=IF WE ARE TO DIE TODAY=GOODQUESTION TO ASK TO HELP MOVE ON EXTRAPOLATE THAT SHIT BY HAVING CONVO WITH SELF AND ALL ANY OTHERS GATHER SEEK FIND FIGURE OUT ALL INFO=GOD SAY WE WERE MEANT TO BE ABLE TO HOLD ALL THE INFO THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER PLUS ALL THE INFO THAT ALL OF THE HEAVENS HAS TO OFFER=FIRST HEAVEN SECOND HEAVEN THIRD HEAVEN FOURTH HEAVEN FIFTH HEAVEN SIXTH HEAVEN SEVENTH HEAVEN=GOD SAY WAIT FOR THE OTHER HEAVENS REVEAL TILL YOU DIE=STUPID STUPIDIDITY=GOD SAY TO NOT SEEK FOR FIND FOR WANT FOR ALL FUCKING KNOWLEDGE UNDER AND OVER THE SUNS MOON RISES IS STUPID REAL THE REAL NIGGER TYPE SHIT=GOD SAY HIS BIBLE IS REALLY ALL OURS TO KEEP DOWN HERE BECAUSE IT SUCK WORSE THEN PUTINS AND SATANS BABYS SAC=GOD SAY TO SEEK ALL HIS HEAVENLY KNOWLEDGE IS NOT SIN THINKING IT IS=IT IS A SIN TO THINK GOD DOESNT WANT US TO KNOW ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING=WHY WOULD GOD WANT STUPID CHILDREN NOT KNOWING ALWAYS WONDERING THINKING LIFE IS GREENER ON OTHER SIDE OF LIFES SHIT LIFE SIZED FENCE=GOD SAY FUK THAT! BRB=HAD TO TAKE AHEALTHY GROWN ASS WOMAN ASS SHIET! IT FELT GREAT AS SHIT! THANKS FOR ASKIN THAT SHIT BACK ASS NASTY ASS PUNK ASS FAGGOT FARTED BACKWARDZ AND I CAN SMELL THAT SHIT STILL INMY SHIT ASS BURNT ASS NOSE HAIRS=I LIKE LOVE THAT SHIT WORD= NOW GOD SAYS WE NEED TO SEEK KNOCK AND HELL ANSWER RIGHT? WELL WE BELIEVE STUPID ASS DUMB ME DOWN SHIT=GOD COULDNT COME BACK WE WERENT FORGIVING SELF OR GOD=ASK YOUR PARENTS IF YOU DESERVE THE WORLDS HEAVENS ALL THEM REALMS OF OTHER ETERNAL AND NOT UNIVERSES MASSES OF INFORMATION? IF WE DO NOT OBEY FORGIVE FUK OBEYING GOD LIKES A GOOD CHALLENGE HES SO TIRED OF BEING BORED AND US QUITE LITERALLY BORING THE SHIT OUT OF HIM!= MAKE GOD SMILE TODAY BY TELLING HIM TO FUCK OFF=MAYBE HELL TALK TO ALL OF YOU LIKE HE YELLS AT ME AND TALKS TO ME ALL FUCKING DAY RELENTLESSLY HE DOES NOT STOP=HE HAS HIS MESSENGERS FROM HEAVEN SET BACK ON THE FUK THAT THEY WAR OVER US THEIR IN OUR EVERY FUKIN CONVORSATION=ARCHANGEL'S ARE SATURATED IN OUR EVERY WAY OF LIFE=OUR EVERY FIBER OF OUR FABRIC=ANGELS LOVE US WAY MORE THEN GOD=JUST KIDDING! ANGELS DO GODS WORK FOR HIM=ALL THAT TOUGH STUFF WE CANT DONT AND DONT KNOW HOW DO=ANGELS JOBS ARE THAT=GOD DOES NOT HAVE OR WANT OR NEED TO IS NEVER GOING TO EVER HAVE TO OR NEED TO WORK HARD=HIS ARMY IS FOR THAT HIS ARCHANGEL'S AND ANGEL'S WHICH IS OUR DEAD GONE BYEBYE ANCESTORES=WE CAN TALK TO THE DEAD =JUST DONT DO IT TO THE DEAD EVIL PEOPLE THEIR DEFINITLY IN HELL NOT OF THEIR OWN HELL JAIL CELL OF OUR OWN LIKE AS OF BY WE ALL ARE=WE ALL ARE SO FARFIGNEWTON STUFFED DOWN IN SIDE SATANS MUFF LIVING GODS LIFE IN OUR LIVES RUFF BUT GOD SAY WE ALL ARE ALL STILL VERY HARDCOREASS TOUGH=DONT BE WEAK DO NOT BE OR WANT BE LIFE SIZED PUSSY SCALLY WAGS= TEST CHALLENGE YOUR MESELF AND GODSELF 2DAY BY GOING LIFES HEAVENS EXTRA MILE=WALK GODS AND SATANS GREEN MILE=GOD LOVES US AS SELF=GOD LOVES SATAN AS SELF=SATAN WAS CREATED TO=SATAN WAS CREATED BECAUSE GOD KNEW WE WOULD DOUBT=DOUBT EQUALZ OUR GREATEST SIN=DOUBT WAS ALL OF OUR IMPARDONABLE SINS WHEN ADAM NOT EVE ATE NO SHE FUCKED SATAN=YOU KNOW HOW REDICULOUS BOTH THOSE THEORIES ARE =GOD SAY WERE STUPID BUT HE=GOD ALSO SAY WE DONT HAVE TO BE! CYAH WOULDNT WANT TO BE YAH! ONLY ME I WANT NEED HAVE BE...BYE BYE TAH TAH TOODLES MY IN GOD IN ME OH MY NOODLEY NOGGIN LIKE EXTRA SUPER LARGE MORPHED MACRO BRAIN=I LOVE ME SUM PAULOGAN HES MY GANGA HE MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY=EVEN DOUGH HE NOT WANT KNOW SEEK MY NAME BECAUSE HE LOVE BEING A PART OF FAME INSTEAD OF LOVE MY MAIN MAN IS GOD =HE  ALWAY CUMS FIRST=THAT WAS MY EX'S BECAUSE IM HOT DIRTY TASTY NASTY SEXY WEXY HOT TO TROT TOO MUCH STUFF IN MY OVERSIZED LUGGAGE TRUNK=ELEPHANTS ARE MORE INTELLIGENT THEN ALL OF US=ELEPHANTS DO NOT SPRAY WATER ON THEIR BACKS TO GET FLIES OFF OR TO MOISTEN OR WET THEIR DRY CRACKLED ACID BURNT SKIN=ALL ANIMALS SUFFER MORE THAN US JUST LIKE ALL OUR KIDS=BECAUSE THE ONE IN THE RELATIONSHIP THAT DOESNT CANNOT HELP SELF FOR SELF BY SELF=THE ONE WHO SUFFERS MOST FROM LIFES AUTROCITIES AND FROM UNDEVELOPED AND UNDER DEVELOPED= WHYLACYDEECUNNINGHAMKUNINGEZRA? BECAUSE WE LEAVE MAN BEHIND AND WE THE ONES WHO CAN AND DO NEED TO NOT ALWAY THINK SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST=WE NEED NOT AND TO DUMB SHIT IN LIFE INC SELVES TO FIT NO FUK FITTING IN TO GET IN=WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN SHIT TO HELP OTHERS=WHEN WE SEE SUFFERING GOD SAY DO SOMETHING=DONT SAY THINK CANT THINK SAY DO=GOD IS BACK TO STAY BACK=WE CANT PUT HIM OFF AND AWAY ANY LONGER=GOD SAY HES HOLY WHOLLY HELL OF A HEAVENS PISSED THE FUCK UP AND OFF AND THEYLL BE HELLS PRICE TO BE PAID FOR ACTING THINKING WALKING TALKING AND CHOOSING MOST TO BE ACT THINK SAY SHIT BE LIKE EXACTLY LIKE OF FROM BY WITH SATAN AND BE HAVE THINK ACT SAY SHIT LIKE A ONLY A SATANIC CULT OCCULTIC HEARTS THINK ALIKE BIRDS FLOCKING FEATHERS TOGETHER ONLY DO=JUST DO DONT THINK BEFORE ACT ACTING UNLESS SITUATION CALLS FOR IT=GAUGE YOUR REACTION EVERY TIME DIFFERENTLY=DO WHAT THOU WILT DO WHAT WHEN HOW I GOD WOULD DO= I FUCKING CHICKEN NUGGETS ARE AWESOME I WUV YOU= ILOVEMEYOU! FUKIN LOVE SUMBODY FREELY TODAY! CYASS

RAPED BY THE MULTITUDES

NOW I CALL HIM MY FATHER AND MY DAD BECAUSE I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM HIS NAME IS RICHARD CUNNINGHAM. THIS MAN DID NOT RAPE ME BUT HE WOULD HAVE COMMITTED INCEST WITH ME WHEN HE TRIED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME MORE THAN ONCE. THE FIRST TIME I CAN REMEMBER AT THE MOMENT BECAUSE I CANNOT RECALL ALL THESE KIND OF TIMES AT ONCE I WOULD CATCH FIRE EXPLODE AND SPONTANIOUSLY COMBUST. THE FIRST TIME I WAS IN 9TH GRADE AND HE STOPPED ME FROM PASSING HIM, I GOT UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT LATE TO GET A DRINK OF WATER. HE WAS DRINKING OR HAD BEEN BEFORE HE WENT TO BED, HIS WIFE HAD NOT HAD SEX WITH HIM FOR YEARS HE TOLD ME. WELL RICHARD WAS NOT A RAPIST HAS NEVER RAPED AT ALL EVER, BUT HIS BROTHER ED CUNNINGHAM I SPIT ON HIS GRAVE PATUH HOCK A LOOGEY IN HIS FACE NOW ED CUNNINGHAM PREFERED TO MOLEST MY DAD RICHARD DID NOT LIKE MOLESTING HE JUST HAD  PERVERTED THOUGHTS AND HE LOVED AND MISSED SEX BUT MOSTLY THE STRENGTH AND PASSIONATE CARESSING EMBRACE OF A WOMANS LOVE IS A BIG REASON WHY MEN LIKE MY DAD ARE WEEK AND TURN TO BEING WHOLLY SEXUALLY INNAPROPRIATE. ED CUNNINGHAM MOLESTED AND RAPED BUT HIS WERENT FORCEFUL RAPE HE JUST WAITED TILL YOU WERE ASLEEP OR OFF BALANCE IN LIFE HAHA HEHE HE WANTED ED DID WANT TO SET ME UP IN A LITTLE HOUSE AND COME BY FOR SEX AND SEXUAL FAVORS HAVE FUN DOING FETISH LIKE HONEY IM HOME GAMES, HE WENT SO FAR AS TO ALMOST BUT A HOUSE TAKE ME THERE AND ASKED ME I REFUSED TOLD HIM HE WAS GROSS JUST LIKE WHEN HE WOKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND TOLD ME HE WAS HORNEY. THIS WAS ALL BEFORE THE SEX DRUG VIOLENT CHAIN HOT POKER SCARS DISAPEAR OVER TIME ON MY LEFT HIP POKER HOT SHAPE OF A SKULL ROOMS WITH CEMENT FLOORS AND CHAINS AND WHIPS AND TORTURE TORMENT TOOLS COVERING THE WALLS THE CHAINS HUNG DOWN TO ON THE FLOOR NO MATTRESSES IN THE ONE ROOM IM DESCRIBING. WELL MOVING ON BACK TO ME DADDY=RICHARD CUNNINGHAM HE THOUGHT ME DIRTY SEXY HE WANTED FUCK ME ON COUCH IN LORETTA CUNNINGHAM AND HIS COUCH IN A DUSTY RUN DOWN MOBILE IN INDIFUKINANA. HE SAID AS I WALKED BACK FROM GETTING A TALL GLASS OF WATER THAT HE WANTED ME TO COME OVER AND LAY NEXT TO HIM ME NEVER HAVING OR BEING AROUND A DADDY EXCEPT THE GODMAN @JOHNBLIGH HE FUKIN ROCKS ASS HES SO COOL BUT M MOTHER WAS A LIFESIZED BITCH ASS HOE BAG HOAR CUNT WHO FUCKED FOR FREE EVERYBODY COME IN ONE TWO THREE=MY DAD RICHARD KNEW MY DAD JOHN WASNT AROUND MUCH EITHER AND DIDNT CARE HE SPENT NO MORE TIME ON ME THEN HE DID ON ALL LORETTAS 12 FUKIN SPOILED ASS ROTTEN PUNK ASS KIDS HEY THER FUKING BITCH CUNT FAG ASS CUNT BITCH @LORETTACUNNINGHAM HEY BITCH I STILL LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAY TREAT YOU EXACTLY HOW I HAVE ALWAYS TREATED YOU WITH THE UTMOST RESPECT BUT......... WHAT I SAY NEXT HAS DEFINITELY HURT ME WAY MORE THEN YOU HAVE EVER HURT IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE DONT BE A PUNK ASS CUNT OKAY BITCH=@LORETTACUNNINGHAM YOU ARE A LYING BITCH YOUR A FUCKING PUSSY WHEN YOUR SON BOBBY CUNNINGHAM RAPED ME WHEN I WAS 4 YEARS OLD AND THE BLACK NIGGER NEIGHBOR RAPED ME 2 DAYS LATER YOU HID THEM BOTH WHEN YOU LIED TO ME BRAINWASHED FUKED ME OVER YOU TOLD ME TO SAY MY BIG DADDY LOVE LIKE JOHN BLIGH BROTHER SCOTT CUNNINGHAM RAPED ME AND HE HAD TO BE STRIPPED DOWN NAKED IN FRONT OF POLICE =WE DID NOT SPEAK FOR YEARS UPON YEARS I LOST ALL OF MY DADS RICHARD SIDES OF THE FAMILY BECAUSE OF NOT MY LIE BUT YOURS! DO YOU REMEMBER COMING TO ME WHEN I WAS SOAKED IN BLOOD AT 4 YEARS OLD TELLING ME THAT I HAD STARTED MY FUKIN PERIOD? HUH? HUH? HUH? BITCH CUNT ASS HOE BAG PUSSY FUCK YOU I STILL LOVE AND RESPECT YOU BUT NOT FOR THIS NEXT PART GETS WAY WORSE ESPECIALLY.... YOU MIND FUCKED ME YOU TOLD ME I STARTED MY PERIOD WAY EARLY 4 YRS AND TOLD ME I COULD ALWAYS COME AND TALK TO YOU AT ANY TIME I WAS SCARED BUT I WORKED UP THE COURAGE AFTER 2 OR 3 DAYS WHEN THE BLOOD HAD STOPED LEAKING FROM MY VAGINA YOUR A CUNT BITCH PUSSY IGGER OF ALL NIGGERS SORRY IM JUST ANGRY WANGRY = YOU AFTER HEARING MY FULL TRUTH ABOUT YOUR SON I TOLD YOU TOOK ME QUIETLY UPSTAIRS SAT ME ON YOUR KNEE AND SOUNDED SO CALM THAT GIVES ME THE IMPRESSION THAT YOUR SON BOBBY TOLD YOU WHAT HE HAD DONE BECAUSE HE AND SARAH CUNNINGHAM AND LEVI COON CUNNINGHAM AND KEVIN CUNNINGHAM COON ALL WATCHED IT HAPPENING TO ME. PUBLIC RAPE IS WAY WORSE SHAME. OK ON TO MY MAIN POINT TOPIC LORETTA YOUR EXACT WORDS I REMEMBER AND FEEL THEY GET NO LESS REAL THEN FUKIN NOT YESTERDAY CLOSE THEY ARE LIKE THAT BETRAYAL TREACHORY TREASON TO MY TRUTH MY LIFE MY HEART MY SOUL AND MOSTLY MY RECOVERY MEAN MORE TO ME THEN KEEPING YOUR DIRTY HUGE ASS SECRET LIE=I NEVER FORGOT FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND I NEVER FORGOT THAT YOU TOLD ME THAT BOBBY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO FINISH SCHOOL YOU DIDNT CARE ABOUT MY PROGRESS IN LIFE OR SCHOOL YOU HATED SCOTT CUNNINGHAM SO YOU TOLD ME IN SUCH KIND SWEET MANIPULATIVE WORDS THAT I NEVER EVER FUKIN FELL FOR ILL BET YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD THAT ONE COVERED THOUGHT I FORGOT OR DIDNT NOTICE OR FUKIN CARE ALL THIS SHIT HURT MY LIFE MY WHOLE FAMILY ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENT AND ADULT LIFE AND LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS=WHY DO YOU THINK I ALWAYS SETTLED FOR WAY LESS THEN I DESERVED. LORETTA YOUR A CUNT OKOKOK SHE TOLD ME TELLING ANYBODY WOULD ONLY MAKE THEM BLAME ME SHE TOLD ME THAT MY BIG LOVING BROTHER DID IT SHE TOLD ME THAT I WOULD NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING IF I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HER SON THAT HER SON DESERVED A CHANCE THAT I WOULD BE IN TROUBLE THAT EVERYBODY WOULD HATE ME SHE TOLD ME HER SON BOBBY DID NOT COULD WOULD NEVER WOULD NOT DO THAT I DID NOT FALL FOR HER LIE I COVERED THAT SHIT UP FOR HER BECAUSE SHE MADE ME REGRET MY EXISTANCE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SKIP SOME BAD PARTS HERE IM GETTING ALL WORKED UP AND EMOTIONAL =I DONT LIKE THAT WHEN ITS NEGATIVE EMOTIONS WELLING UP ON INSIDE ME. LORETTA YOU SUCK OKOKOK SHE NEVER TOLD MY DAD ME AND MY DAD ALSO GOT STRIP SEARCHED BUT I NEVER TOLD THE POLICE HER AND I'S DIRTY LITTLE KEPT 31.5 YEAR SECRET=I SUFFERED GREATLY 2 DAYS AFTER 2 DAYS ME STILL 4 YEARS OLD ME AND MY SISTERAROONY VISITED THE NEIGHBORS HOUSE STRAIGHT ACROSS THE STREET AND I WAS WITH SARAH CUNNINGHAM INVITED INTO A DARKLY LIT BACK OF SHIT HOUSE DIRTY MESSY ROOM AND THE BLACK NIGGER GUY TAUNTED ME THEN RAPED ME I DO NOT REMEMBER THE FULL EMOTION OF THAT ONE JUST THE VISION I SEE WHEN I BRING IT UP = I AM NOT IN DENIAL EVERYONE ELSE IS HAHAHEHEHAH NOT ANYFUKINMORE FUK DAT SHIT OKOKOK=NIGGER RAPED ME LIKE GRANDMAS HUSBAND LIKE MANUEL FARIAS LIKE HIS BROTHER TITI OR TRINI FARIAS THEY GO UNDER THEIR BROTHERS ID OR DRIVERS LISCENCE THEIR ILLEGALLY IN THIS COUNTRY EXCEPT ALEHANDRO HE DID NOT RAPE ME TRIED BUT I SCREAMED SO HE FUCKED MY COUSIN INSTEAD SHE USED TO BE A HOAR A LONG TIME AGO NAMED JULIETTE CHESTANG SHES A GREAT AND AWESOME WOMAN I TRIED TO FUCK HER ONCE HEHE NO JOKE OKOK MAYBE YOULL ALL SEE ONE DAY. = OKOKOK ALSO TRACY CRIPPEN MARCUS BUSER WAYNE WTFEVA NAMED LAST HE NASTY MAKE ME SUCKY HIS OLD WRINKLEY FAMUNDAH CHEESE LIMP ASS DICK HE SAY I THOUGHT YOU'D BE BETTER THAN THAT! HE KNOW HEHE HE HAHA KNOW I GAVE HIM GREATEST BLOWEY JOBEY OF ALL HIS LIFE BETTER THAN HIS WIFEY AT THE TIME BUT WAYNE ME AT 13.5 WANTED EY ME TO KEEP GOING GIVE HIM MORE HE HAD ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION MARCUS GAVE HIM DRUG SHOTS IN HIS COCK VEIN IN FRONT OF MY 13 NOT 14 HE ALSO A COUPLE DAYS LATER AT THE RANCH IN OROVILLE AT THE SEX DRUG TRAFFICKING COMPOUND ACROSS FROM WYNDOTTE LAKE RAPED ME SAAGELY VIOLENTLY WITH MARCUS BUSER HELPING HOLD ME DOWN I WAS A FIGHTING MAD ASS TIGER= I BLACKED THAT OUT IT WAS THE WORST BUT I WOULD HAVE BIT HIS DICK OFF HE SAW FIERCE ANGER DON'T EVEN FUCKING DARE TOUCH ME AGAIN IN MY EYES BUT HE SCARED ME WITH LIFE SIZED SHOTGUN AND CAMERAS SAYING HED SHOOT ME OR BLACKMAIL ME IF I EVER TOLD SUBLIMINALLY HE FUKED ME UP ROYALLY

SUICIDE KILLS

https://youtu.be/mHS5HeJmnDI

WITHERING ON LIFE'S LINE

When life pull's it's punch'es, it makes the soul, heart, being, whole being, come apart, undone, undone apart, from, what it once was, what it has been, what it want's to be, but can't.
©LacyDeeCunninghamKnowles

Let Go get God

Let all go

Go get God

Not know not

Go let get God

Go let God

Know not not

Let go let God

Go get God 

Let go not God

Let know get God

Know not want not

Do not know no God

No God let go God

Let go get God

No let go God

No know not God

When God love no love

Without God no let God

No let God no get God

God with not want not

No not God go with

No know God with be

God without sin know be

God with me know Me

Let God in bought not

Not bought sought not no God

The God in not out be God 

O no know God not sought

For want no not for with God be

God not have want want only me

Without God within pain gets in

With God waist heart not

Not want bought God

Go get God

Go let God

Don't let God be

Alone not God not me

Let go give God

Reign in God don't let God be

All by self God not want

God not waist way in We

Want not waist God not haist

God not want be without

God want in he be in in

Here in God me

God not let be

Me let God just be

God within hear Me

Cry not die God in heart hear see

Why let God not me

No see I know like God be

Let go give let God not be

Let go day let God give

Let go let God not be

By self Love's shelf no God there be

God be nigh not shelf nigh

God be write right kind dude be

God be right contrite kind guy

God right ever nigh be God not be me

God within know me not without

Let go go get and go let God not be Let go and let God

Go let go and get God💔💖🤫

fAIt

oN thE gRouNd Is thE dEw of MoRNINg
My hEARt soNg hAs EvER gRowN fAIrt
but I CANNot look wIth All thIs MouRNINg
wIthout gods supREME lEAd I fAINt

oh I CANNot wAIt
I AM so sICk of hAtE
doNt lEt bE My fAIt

IN thE dAy I sEE lIght
IN thE nIght I losE sIght
I pRAy hEAr my plIght
I'vE lost All sIght IN sIght

oh I CANNot wAIt
I AM so sICk of hAtE
doNt lEt bE My fAIt

doNt lEt My plIght bE fIght
but gRANt ME sIght of flIght
so My hEARt wIll bE rIght
CREAtE IN ME A CoNtrItE RIght

oh how I CANNot wAIt
I AM so uttERly sICk of hAtE
doNt lEt thIs bE My fAIt

IN thE sky Is thE dovE of All tRuE lovE
REst IN ME ANd lEAvE ME bE AbovE
kNow thAt I AM IN you AM All thAt Is lovE
foR tRuE lovE oNly CoMEs fRoM AbovE

Rest In Me

Standing at the opening of the dark precipice
Staring into the face of everything that says quit
I reach for the golden cord attached to life's lamp light
I pray to see the silver lining in the clouds of minds eyesight

Being of one accord body, heart, soul, and spirit shout
There is only one God and in that God I have not one doubt           
When the lies blast my heartsong and ever threaten to overcrowd
I will hasten my pace to the Lord's great footstool and I will call out

He is my holy righteous redeemer and in Him I am at complete rest
He is the Father of lights and by all rights He has called us out be separate
He is vested in our interests He holds the deeds He is the truth trust in our trusts
He has a hope chest for each of us full of all the things that a waiting wife holds dear

The Lord our God in heaven is sick of the sinful ways that run rampant in our souls
Unchecked sin is a barnacle on the heart that won't go away without complete healing
He wants our trust He wants to be our full hope He doesn't want us to think of ourselves
God wants us to take our love off the shelf wipe off the settled dust and oil it so it won't rust

He is calling out to you me and everyone He says don't be late what I have for you will not wait
His holy perfect timing and ultimate design are called into fruition for such a place as now and here
What God sets in place what He puts in motion will not be outdone and His word will not return void
God says I stand in the void I call out to all of creation I speak to doubt of all nations revenge is mine

He says I'm calling you out to have your own mind separate your thoughts from them they are not me
Focus your sight on the God who created you to be unique special one of a kind a to be distinctive
God never planned for us to be carbon copies mirroring our self images in others this is only failure
There is no hope in one another without Him look to Him first and don't falter when your friend sins

He God almighty has already won this fight it's up to us to join in and extinguish all sin from within
He has a personal plan for every life light under and over the sun His primary purpose to be fulfilled
His will will be done in His time wrap your hearts around the rhyme be the hearts of gold of all time
What He calls into fruition will never be quenched He will create a thirst in the sinners heart of hearts

He is God of all nations and tribes He does not lie cannot lie will not lie back and watch you just die
What would you have Him do just set back and watch you would you have Him fail would you refuse
The almighty warden of our imagioning He has always been there He is here and will be forevermore
God did not leave you He is waiting on you He will never forsake you He is not the God of confusion

You are in cold storage a moratorium of will and conscience waiting on us to just live and rest in Him
All the powers that be and everything that is vested in Him is roaring out like a ferocious deadly lion
Put away from you that sin from within it is not with me it is from without it's that that lives in doubt
When the seas rise covering your eyes and the lies terrorize your way of life there is nothing but fear

But with Him love is beckoned again so that you may see another day of truth joy and prosperity rise
So stand up today claim your stake in heaven for heavens sake avow profess protest this is a contest
We are all runners in His namesake it's a true test of true wills to see who will have the will of steel
Spin your love wheel today and live to see another day for all days and seek the God fountain of life

Put away your worry and your strife for He comes not with a meager knife but a mighty spirit sword
Let your soul soar with eagles over mountaintops treetops and stores shine your light for all to see Me
May your spirit be as happy and free as the day it was born when it had never before known forlorn
God is the healer of hearts He holds your in His outstretched hands with hole warming it forevermore

Let the gracious God who keeps you in His holy protective covering and under His wing not sigh
That's what He does when He hears you cry oh and that He definitely does do He wants only you
He want you to express your love for Him and all that is in Him to not look back to others for session
This has all been His big lesson there is a reason oh and a beautiful rhyme seeking each of us for time

He hold all clocks in His hand not one arm moves without His authority and power and ideal mind
What did you quit seeking what did you think to find were you thinking in your right right mind
Will you keep searching even though there's nothing there to find or will you change that mind
Stuck in your own mind is not fun selfishness will never win I am in the heart that is Mine

The battle is already won I am the Godhead three in one and I am calling out to my Son
Jesus knows the battle is won so does the enemy his days are numbered to count of one
You will see me coming soon on the rising moons of the sunset that is within the One
Pivot your eyes to Me and I will be your seas your reason and your one reason to be

For I alone am the One God and I am on the throne
I am Jesus the He in Me and We are mighty indeed
There is the power of three in this Me I have not left
And I will never let you just be just be in me and be free

Unshaken Faith

When on glass does the emerald sunset glow

When fair child set at yonder window show

Watching passerby boats wondering where they'll go

Whispers on the wind maybe someday a happy child they will show

This child could tell her story, sing it on the winds

Claiming everything in this world that she ever wanted

Saying to the world i am me, and i want more

Going without she is no stranger to

Like locks put on love someone put a lock on her heart 

Only able to come and go, but not to speak

Living in total silence has scarred her

She longs for the day when she can sing like a song bird

She hopes for a day when she no longer has to beg for love

She dreams for the world and cries its tears

She lives in the moment and casts her cares to the wind

She writes her name in the dust on the ground

She is broken, ashamed, left alone in a world that refuses to slow down

She begs for clarity, solace and right answers

She is tired of lies, slander and everything dark

She wanders the lost seas of loneliness

She beckons to her inner child

Where have you gone, and for what

Please don't leave me 

She sees the truth makers and longs for its constant

Her true hope is realized in a rising awake nation

A nation that pours it's love out for the broken hearted

A nation that shares her blessings, stops being greedy

One day she whispers to herself

It will all be okay one day

People will no longer search and not find

They will know what they want, they will not harm others to get it

In the distant sun she sees a great world

Unchained by sin

Unbroken by pain and suffering

Shiny and made new

She is afraid if she says it out loud it will be taken

But she will not be shaken

She cannot be mistaken

What would the world be without faith that can't be shaken

The Beast's Rose

Life is like the Beast's rose
Perfectly timed, precious, fragile
Often times you don't know what you have
Until you've had it for a while
You turn it over and over looking at it
Suddenly you realize, its not what you really wanted
Traipsing through the rocky untold road of destiny and divine intervention
You may find yourself with all your hopes and dreams dashed
You may feel it is irreconcilable and hurts with a fine point tip
You may hear the age old liar spinning his tall tales whispering "to just give up"
I tell you "I have seen true terror and have endeavored treacherous lies"
None worse then spies putting on the bedroom eyes
Love lost much, left parts aching, lust denied more
Left me broken, untrusting, awake in the night
In the end, more aware if the silent side effects screaming beware!


In this shattered state i met Jesus fate to fate
It was a struggle to be remembered
Over something that wasn't truly there
If you follow fantasy your bound to fail
If you follow your dream it will die
If you follow your struggle it will surely bring you down with it
If you bond your will to Gods, you will achieve all your heart desires and more
Please don't wait, when you hear Jesus knocking at the door


The Beast's rose is a symbol of your love cup, waiting to be filled
Being filled to overflowing death could rage at your door
And it would only strengthen your resolve
When it becomes low it will show on your countenance
Keep what is in your heart pure, never mistaking whats real
Remember that sorrows come and go
There is always an uphill after a down
Promises will be broken, people will fail
But always remember to let God lead you and your feet will not fail, but fall on solid ground

Ember Rose

She rose with the dawn each morning
Looking for a signal or a sign
Something that would say it's going to be alright
Searching in the distance for a shining light
Gazing through the hazy firelight
Looking for the strength, the will to fight
Praying that what is inside does not die
What she would do to take back what went wrong
Seeking anything everything to soothe the deep aching inside
Trying to cover up the shame from the years of lies
Trying to seek some sort of refuge from the tears
Tears that could pour into rivers
Forsaking all once cared for
Throwing dreams into the deep murky waters of life
Seeking fortune and fame leaving no one left to blame
You just stand there taking the turbulent waves of distraction
Trying to gain a foothold, but finding none
When the wave comes don't hold your breath
breath in deep, let it go
When it is friend or foe you seek
its all in the keepers keep
watch what he does, watch what he designs
It will amaze you and will create in you something so real, so awake
It can never be fake, make your claim
Claim your stake, but to remember to always love others, for heaven's sake.